Poem - Spectre 2000

I call upon the demons that sleep deep inside.
Awaken now before me and never shall you hide.
I conjure you to do my biding.. Obey my commands.
Awaken now before me.. Do what I demand.

I have nothing left here in my life for me to carry on.
I summon you to change my life and let the spell be done.
Take over my body and then be what I shall see.
Awaken now you demons that I wish to be in me.

Look into my eyes and gladly penetrate my mind.
Worry not, for all your questions, answers you shall find.
Make changes.. Force myself into changes.
I become you. You are me for ages.

I will not fight you with this task, I give you life and soul.
It is time for me to go and let the demons take the toll.
Awaken all you demons that are always inside me.
Know not who you are.. But soon you'll see.

Pull.. Thrust.. Back.. Forth..
Trust.. Truth.. Lies..
Banish me..
Let me hide..
Rid me of..
My fantasies..
Let me be..
Let me be..

Dive.. Claw.. Gnash.. Gnaw..
See right through..
I.. Do not know..
What to do..
Cry.. Scream..
It's up to me..
Hurting..
For eternity...

I feel you all inside me only waiting for my say.
Take me.. Rid me of my dreams now on this day.
Consciousness is slipping.. Finally it's time.
The whole of us will form.. My soul is yours but you are mine!

Yes.. I did trick you.. But didn't as you see.
You did take of my body but you'll never become me!
Now I have your power that's beyond what all could be.
Wait.. Something's happening.. Something's changing me.

I look into my mind but can not focus deep inside.
It's as if my mind is hiding from me.. Why does it hide?
These changes.. I can not take these changes.
Feeling lost for ages..

There's nothing I can do now for the spell has long been done.
You've really taken over me and tricked me just for fun..
Now what was very hard for me to understand and see.
The demon.. is me..

Conjure.. Summon..
One.. Two.. Three..
Places have changed..
Inside me..
Demons' body..
Now their mind..
Answers searched..
Now they find..

Fading.. Dying..
Can't you see?
This.. Is what..
I.. Wanted to be..
Mind.. Is fading..
Time to hide..
Say good-bye..
Good-bye..


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